Dan, I know this is a bit , but............. Perhaps not everyone will agree with me, but as a former active duty person I say you should never feel embarrassed by any good thing you've done, and obviously you did good during your years of JROTC. It's strange what motivates young people and how quickly they can change. My eldest son was a total JROTC addict in high school. His school had Air Force JROTC. He was on the drill team, he rose up to Cadet Lt Col his senior year and was the deputy commander of cadets. He even joined the Civil Air Patrol cadet program and was doing that at the same time. He graduated with a full 3-year Air Force ROTC scholarship that covered his 2nd, 3rd and 4th years of college. He then decided he didn't want to go in the military, gave up the scholarship and now works as a fry cook in a restaurant.